november in a nutshell, but not really.

so, new post. my first in a while. for krysia, because with out her no one would get annoyed with me when i don't blog and she has nothing better to do with her time then read my stupid blog posts :).

i finished nanowrimo, which i am very pleased with because there was many many days when i was very sure that i would fail most epically. the thing is though, although i have got passe 50,000 words i have not finished my story. i now have to force myself to finish a very bad novel or else i will feel like i have failed. badly.

so what else have i done? i did my grade six and im waiting to see if i have passed or not. i doubt it in short. my pieces fine. scales, could have been worse. singing? im so tone deaf it hurts. also i have become very insanely addicted to tumblr. like very very badly. actually, im going to go and check it now.

until next time
byeee

stress and gigs

hey there. i am very deeply and insanely bored.



and stressed- I'm stressed too.

why am i stressed you might ask. BECAUSE I HATE EXAMS.



its true, you never would have guessed it right?



well i have to learn numerous scales for my grade six music.

i have to learn a ton of German words. theres a hell of alot.

history; medicine through time with a crap teacher is really fun *smiles nervously*

physics retakes. physics sucks.



on a brighter note. to releve stress i went to a gig. i went to the mayday parade and the Maine gig. i know! your probably not even caring that i went!



it.was.epic...



i met the majority of the people in the band after, signatures as well. soooo happy now.

here be jealous of me leah and mel with Derek Sanders from mayday parade. :O

until next time

everything sucks

newpostnewpost!!!!

no i really shouldn't pretend im that happy. because im not.
fencing got cancelled again this is what, the fourth week in a row i cant go. everything sucks.

nanowrimo is getting really close and im getting really worried about it. like quite badly. im going to feel like such a fail if i dont complete it. however i will make it all better by putting my immense supernote on YouTube. team stache. [roughly 30 seconds if you were wondering]. also in November i have science resits so im going to need to find some nice nonexistent time to revise some stuff ive not actually learnt yet. fuuun.

hmm i thought i had more to talk about then this.

apparently not. never mind

until next time.

ohh the rain

oh i wish it would stop raining. rain is not a good look for me and i actually need to leave the house tomorrow [to get my mayday parade tickets whoo!] so i just want it to stop. now.
ugh the week has dragged- alot. but finally the week ends here and how glorious it shall be once i shift through the massive pile of art and textiles homework *grumbles*. anyway i think im going to start blogging for reals again now; like at least once a week and i expect horrible comments from anyone that reads this if i dont keep this up.
Also since i found out that a certain very blond friend of mine actually reads my blog im more inclined to write or i feel like im letting her down. also its nice to believe i have an audience rather then think im just writing for myself. and there is defiantly a difference- if i was writing for my self it would be a hell of alot more depressing but i dont want anyone that reads this to be thinking that im suicidal. which im not. im just a teenage girl- thats all.
i was just thinking how i wish the sun would come out then i realised that its actually after dark nw so it wont. foolish me.
also what i said earlier about blogging at least once a week. you gotta leave me off in November because i gotta novel to write. nanowrimo remember?

anyway until next time
byee

gcses suck

well i promised id blog for a friend and Ive already let her down once so i cant do it again. also i only have ten minutes to do this so it will be crap.

why only ten minutes?
because its ten minutes until the Apocalypse. no- my mum just wants to go on the computer.

yeahhh. so do you know what ive realised recently. im crying alot more then i used to. this is because i don't generally cry when im sad, or happy or any other normal emotion to cry with. i cry when im stressed; and i am SO STRESSED.

OHMIGOWD i hate GCSEs sooo much.

the thing is im not even trying 100% with everything so i cant imagine what would happen if i did. to be honest i think im just to lazy to try a hundred percent. if i did id spend all my time crying and studying and that's not the life i want to leave.

basically the above proves you shouldn't blog with nothing to say and a time limit.

until next time,
bye

super powers

hey, i was just going to wuss out and not do this post because im lazy but i told mel i was going to do one tonight so now i feel committed. sorry if it sucks because i dont feel like it.

you know when someone asks you if you could have any kind of super power what would it be. most people have like a definite answer and i have always been the girl that ummed and ahhed then told you she just didnt know. yeah that anoying girl. that one. however recently ive been thinking about it. i think i'd like to be able to stop time. thing is though because im lazy and selfish i probably wouldn't use my super human powers to decrease world suck like i should. id probably just use it to lie in in the mornings. every morning.

i probably wouldnt even use it as that significant a thing in my life either. most likely id just use if for little things. so ive been thinking about it; and you know what, here have a list of the things i would most likely do if i could stop time.

i would stop time to:
sneak out in the middle of lessons to go to the toilet,
do the homework i needed in the middle of lessons,
have extra time on the computer,
sew a whole dress in one day,
clean my room in a minute,
read later in the evenings,
then sleep in later in the mornings,
walk home from school,
steal the last slice of cheesecake from the fridge,
write my nanowrimo- in record time,
re-arrange the people around me so they get confused,
to never be late again,
so i can stare at people with out them knowing,
to get through my art exams,
and probably some more things.

but yeah, from the above list you can just tell how interesting my life is. who needs to fight crime when you can finish that English essay! yeah.

anyway until next time,
byee

life in general

well, I've been staring at this page for a while now so its probably about time i actually write something. i am really badly trying to get back into the habit of blogging more frequently but for some one as lazy as me this is pretty hard. im lazy.

not a lot has happened in my life lately. i finished reading second helpings and although i wont spoil too much plot id look away now if your intending to read it. i think that the fact that Jessica Darling is so human to me i cant help but relate to her as i think just about every other teenage girl would. i like her, to say the least. if she were real she'd be some one i want to know. and; she gives me hope. it gives me hope that someone as slightly insane as she is [ or me] can find love in some one so compatible to her. it gives me hope- that's not something i have a lot of.

and one last thing. Nanowrimo. the closer and closer it gets the more i panic. its not that i don't think I'll have enough to write because i will but im not sure i can do it in a month. im going to have to save it on a memory stick and carry it around with me to plug into computers when ever possible. one thing im not worried about though is that its going to be bad. i dont worry about that at all. i know its going to be bad.

anyway, until next time
byee.

dont blog when your bored

i am very deeply and horrifically bored.

and i don't really know what to do about it. its just getting to the end of the summer holidays and normally [like everyone else] I'm glad for this. normally i say things like 'eugh i got so bored over the summer, I'm so glad we're back now' and ' summer was such a drag it just went on and on and on'. but no; not this year apparently.

school is actually more boring then the summer holidays and normally i like school. i dont want to go back. i mean don't get me wrong my experience of school isn't that bad i mean i don't get bullied and i have friends and the like. i just get sooo bored so easily. like now.
EUGH i need something to DO. and im not doing anything tomorrow- doubly bored.

see now you can learn from this blog, you can learn not to just blog when your bored because you will only type complete rubbish that no one really wants to read. well unless your actually an interesting person.

well until next time, well probably tomorrow because i wont have anything else to do.
byee

not alot really

hey, so yeah i know i never blog but that's because I'm an extremely lazy person. also not alot happens in my life worth mentioning. i mean Mel's been away for THREE WHOLE WEEKS but she hasn't missed anything, which i suppose is both good and bad. good because shes hasn't missed anything that's been going on and bad because I'm now realising how boring my life actually is.

well tomorrow I'm going to Sophie's house and me and Lauren are going to skateboard along her road [yeah i know skateboarding]. being the kind of person i am I'm not very good at skateboarding. straight lines is kind of my limit, however I'm hoping Lauren is worse then me so no one can tell how bad i am. hopefully.

any way, as i said not alot going on. Ive been entertaining myself watching TV shows about freaky pageant four year olds- they scare me so much, its like horror films would be to a normal person.

so um bye i guess...
until next time.

Blog post?

I've been told i should blog again.
and now i shall,
not because you told me to and not because i haven't in ages.
purely because i realised it was one of the few things keeping me sane and whilst in Ireland on holiday i craved it. yes the one week i had NO Internet i actually craved something i haven't don't in months.

its ridiculous.

okay well i don't actually have anything to blog about in particular so I'm just gonna tell you whats goin down in ma life [ well within the last day or so, i ain't catchin no fool up on ma life for the past months. mostly because nothing happened]

i plucked my eyebrows. i pissed it up. i cried. I'm now waiting for my mum to come home and fix them.

also, right now- like right this minute right now i am meant to be cleaning the kitchen floor only we don't have a mop so i have to get down on my hands and knees and pretend I'm Cinderella [eugh] and do it with a jay cloth. damn. also i have no bucket. I'm waiting for my mum to come home and find it.

what would i do with out my mum?

another thing. I'm gonna start doing random acts of kindness because the world is lacking in it. look forward to the day when you go to the library pick up a book and it has a post-it note in it complimenting you. you'll love it.

anyways i think I've written a leetle more then i intended to so ima stop now and go look for a bucket.

until next time.

damn

pu-chaaaa

don't you hate the -- i haven't seen my friends in over 3 days and I'm dying inside with nothing to do and i still have the same pile of homework that i had at the beginning of the Easter holidays but i really don't wanna do but i have nothing better to do but I'm gonna sit around all day and watch pointless TV-- feeling.

yeah i know i do.

very much
guess who's suffering from that feeling. on top of that I'm pretty sure I've done something to the computer so it now has more viruses then a £10 whore. yeah not great. but still.

also i seem to miraculously lost 3 pounds over the Easter holidays. yes, the Easter holidays. i don't know what happened either but this is a good thing. also I'm seeing a friend tomorrow so this week is looking up.

*waiting for Mel to get outta da showa and call meh*

anyways 'tis all. byeeee for now

Just. No.

do you know what i hate. people who think they know me- because alot of people don't. also only so many people can get away with this delusion. my family can, because despite it all they do know how i work if not everything that's going on in my mind. however. it really annoys me when people you barely know say 'hey you'll like this its your kinda thing'. it annoys me more when the person who said it used to know me well. but its passed that point because they are so self absorbed they don't really care what i like.

it annoys me. and I'm sure you guessed it- yeah this has just happened to me.

and things like that really get under my skin. really badly.

sometimes i just wanna stand on a desk and yell 'you don't know me. don't act like you care because you will never care enough to know me. if you really knew me then you'd know to leave me alone. just go away...'

but i don't. obviously

im back!

hello Internet people!





wahey I'm blogging for the first time since THE 22nd OF NOVEMBER. 2009!





bloody hell that was a while back.


well basically i stopped blogging because no one really give a shit what i right anyways ['scuse language] and my parents were online stalking my blog and i didn't really want them reading it.





*i think they're off my trail now*





anyways now that i am continuing blogging [and eating cake, nice] i have a few new resolutions





1) i shall not treat this blog as a diary because no one cares about every aspect of my day. i shall keep it short and only record funny, memorable or particularly emotion filled points of my life.


2)put more pictures. everyone likes pictures :) [this undoubtedly wont be kept]


3) start saying potato pronounced as Po-ta-to, like in the song.





okay so the last one isn't really a blog resolution but i want people to start saying it purely because of the humorous aspect of it.





so basically [I'm starting to actually blog now] today was not the best day of my life. basically not going into it, no shit went down. well nothing big but i came outta school feeling a leetle. um not upset, that's not the word. i think the word would be violent? yeah lets go with that. well i came out of school feeling like that. me and my friend ranted all the way home. she has always been good for a nice long rant. then i got off the train and ran into another friend. she offered be a biscuit and being as simple as i am this completely changed my mood. biscuits FTW.





also recently in RE [its compulsory don't judge me] our teacher showed us a picture of what Jesus would have actually looked like, forensics and stuff applied. all i could think of is Jesus is a terrorist. i shall try to find the picture and put it in this blog. gimme a sec





*waiting*

there ya go. made me lol.

sorry this has been kinda long. next time it shall be shorter.

until next time. byeee