DSIs and indicating

hey again. sorry i havnt blogged in a while. actually im so desperate to blog im on my sisters dsi. coz im so cool like that. i can tell you its very slow going.

i hate biffy cliro. im watching kerrang ;].

yeah so anyways i have my flute lesson in a bit so i probably will end up finishing this on the computer later.

do you know what i hate. people who dont indicate soon enough. its like oh im not gonna cross the road because that car'll hit me. then at the very last second they indicate and turn into the road just before. by then its too late to cross the road and you've missed your chance.
its so AGHHH.Frustrating..

do you know what i've found out recently. im not funny. im just Amusing. its not like i say something and everyones like oh HAHAHA. No i say something and im lucky if they go heh.

mel laughs. but we find the same kinda stuff funny. like stealing jacobs headphones and shoving them into the ground and pretending to listen to the ground.

i lowst the game and i liked it.

i love all time low <3.

yeah. i think jacobs a little anoyed with me. i keep telling him i love finnley O'connor. which is true i do but i wont tell him who finnley is. hes my fictional chareter from my story i decided to write.
and yes im so sad ive fallen in love with him.

but honestly if he lived in your head you'd love him too.

anyways. leahs not coming to melanies sleepover which is upsetting.

do you know what else is upsetting?

im grounded for being home late by 5 minutes.

yeah thats upsetting.

now i cant go to melanies and make onigiri. saddening isnt it? :(

i <3 finnley O'connor.

i really do.

isnt cellotape brilliant, where would we be with out it?

well ive got nothing left to say.

until next time i blog byeeeeee

lists and photos

well im am so uberly tired at the moment and i cant seem to type so this blog is gone take a while for me to write.

merh,

so anyways it's saturday so i went into town with melanie [obviously]. twas fun!

my eye is really itching is so aggravating. im gonna look in a mirror see if i have some thing in it. one sec

*****

no nothing its just gone really red coz i keep rubbing it.

anyways, town + melanie=fun

oh yeah .

so we were in town. i met her in borders [we is book people] and guess what?!?! PETER WAS THERE. peter was the guy i said "oh hello" to last time i was in there. yeah mel was sitting next to him and i arrived and he didnt look to happy. yeaahh

so anyways we were walking around, and sitting around, and walking but we didnt seem to have much to say to each other which is weird because we normally have way loads to say to each other. then suddenly

conversation *****SpArKs*****

we talked about names. then numbers.

then names for numbers, she likes twice and i like thrice. a bakers dozen is good too. [13]

1= once
2=twice
3=thrice
4=frice [like fried rice. would you like four bits of fried rice? FRICE]
5=fice
6=cise
7=sevice
8=octtice [seriously you can so tell im making this up as i go along]
9=neinice [ i didnt want to say nice]
10=tice
11=elevice
12=dozen
13=bakers dozen.

und that is the list.

yeah then we got up to go sit in the sun and we walked past this group of guys and one of them said something to us [TWICE] that was completely illegible. so we kept walking like errr..

so on the way back to the station and we saw painted on the wall just the one word

DRACULA

we were like WHOA. and took a ton of pictures of it.
that really started us off on a photo marathon. we took pictures were people had spray painted 'clean up your dog crap' and stuff of the likes

fun times.

then i was on the train and a guy picked up his phone, rang someone and started to sing the ballamory theme tune really LOUD.

i couldnt help but giggle.

yeah so anyways. im getting a leetle frustrated now because andy wants to kill himself and is way over reacting so i gotsta goo..

until next time i blog. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

checkouts and awkwardness

i think ive just gone really really red. andy just said im pretty. i denied it but apparently hes not taking no for an answer so im silently disagreeing.

yus but anyways its a few days since ive last blogged though not much has happened in my OVERLY exciting life [not] so i assure all my non-existent readers that you have not missed much.

yeah so lets fill in the basics. andy apparently fancies me which im okay with [ very very happy but shh]. and so does keil? whats up with that?. AGH. why keil? why?

i mean i know its just a stupid phases but really? awkward or what?yeahhh...

well anyways in PSHE me and melanie came to the conclusion the usain bolt used to work at a check out. yeah i shall explain the whole story.
[glee, andy just said i can share his bed :O]

anyways back to my story

pshe and we have to say what skills you need for certain jobs on a spider diagram. on the checkout person one melanie puts fast. i was like why?
her answer was well they need to swipe the items real fast. yeah she did the swiping action.
i was like ' oh yeah they are all originally sprinters. Usain bolt was originally a check out person but he was fired because he was unreliable'. oh yeah.

well this is a short blog

um ive not much more to say.

oh oh oh. actually. i promised id mention leah in it because she wants to be in it more.

a dictionary definition

Leah= slightly [okay completely] insane, my wife and blood buddie. theres more but im not putting the whole list. really extremely lovable. just draws people to her shes so lovable. loves my stairs for unknown reasons. heamophile. yeah theres more but i gotta go..


until next time i blog [ i swear it'll be longer next time] byyyyyyyeeeeeeeee

werewolves and panick attacks

right well after reading a couple of mels blogs i decided id better do my own.

i only read a couple coz theres so many and they're soooooo extremly LONG. yeah longer then mine. and i dont AIM to write long blogs it just happens so no mel you didnt put me in pain writing those REAL long blogs.

i do feel quite loved that YOU qouted ME though. im not normally quoted. its nice :)

yus but anyways. hmm i cant just write about mels blogs all blog long because i do have some sort of life of which to write about. like the fact I love james. me and mel both.

yeah we only really do that because he'll turn round and you go JAMES i love you. then he turns back round real fast and you can see the tops of his ears go red. is so goddamn adorable.

hmm. earlier on i was metally blogging and i had LOADS of stuff to say and now i dont.

dont you just LURVE madey up words !

they're brilliant. especially when they catch on.

merh i really have nothing to say. melanie blogs mind blanked me with there awsomeness. wah.

dont you love fall out boy. i do. petes hot :)

did you know i had like 3 different conversations about taylor launter today. i said id so marry him. only problem is that i always spell his last name wrong so i think id keep my last name. but my names so BORING!

no i'd take his and learn how to spell it becasue then people would know who my werewolf is.

yeah i think if i did marry him id drive him insane by getting a house with out heating and insisting he dosnt need it and he can keep ME warm. id also try and make him REALLY mad see if he explodeds into a wolf.

tom just signed online. [ache in pit of stomach] its crappy that i still like him becasue its painful.

yeah thats coz life hates me.

shall i give you another reason why life hates me. bird crap. in my hair. FUN

no really it wasnt. but its okay im clean. i washed it out.

ive run out of stuff to say. gimme five minutes and i'll think of something coz im cool like that. jokes no im not.

AGH KEIL JUST OFFERED TO READ MY BLOG.

AGHHHHHHHHH

i am not prepared for this. no one reads my blog. EVAR

well except melanie but she knows every thing about me and might as well live inside my head.

AGHHHH WHAT DO I DO I JUST OFFERD HIM A LINK TO MY PAGE.

WHY'D I DO THAT!?!?!?!

hes just said yes to the link. now i have to send him a link AGH.

i just gave him the link. nooooooooooooooooooo

now his gonna judge me and think im weirded then i know i am. aghhhhhhhhhh [ i gave up on caps lock]

what am i gonna do *witch melting impression*

im gone die now.

maybe it'll all be okay. wait.. whats actually in my other blogs. maybe theres stuff i dont want him knowing. wah!

such stress and worry i have over this blog. ive never actually considerd anyone actually READING my blog. discluding melanie.

hes reading it. meh.

okay well i gotta go in a sec and go panick in my room.

yeah...

well until next time i blog..byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

panick. agh!

mel stop having sex with my mum. im serious now

microwave

okay i know its like 30 seconds sice my last blog but i gotta document this.





okay well my mother wanted egg mayonaise sandwhiches tomorrow. but all the pans are in the dishwasher :O. 'okay' she thought [im assuming this is what she thought i dont read minds. pft im not edward] ' we have a steamer' she continued to think. ' lets puts the eggs in the steamer in the microwave. geuius or what?!?!" yeah then she did it. yeah then i heard this massive bang like this





BANG!!!





yeah like that ^^





yeah but now our microwave looks like this


so yeah. thats all i wanted to say..

tomorrow hopefully. until then

byeeeeeeeee

blog wars

AHHA my blog feels neglected so i thought i should type a small chunk of my life out again.

i would say sorry to all the people whom read my blog that i havnt posted in a while but only mel reads it and shes now the enemy.

yus the blog wars have started. und i shall be victorious. basically mels had her blog for how long? i dont know, but she only has four posts. now five. and ive had my blog all of three weeks [give or take] and this is my sixth blog. yay :)

so in short

ima blog mel to her GRAVE.

but i do still love her much so. i even said if i found a new element to go in the periodic table i would name it after her- meranium. ha bet the spell check wont like that.

thats coz i made it up! *sticks tounge out*

anyways, i have cake mix on my school uniform after making georges cake which ive yet to ice.

yeah hes getting a cake coz i forgot it was his birthday saturday but shh dont tell him that, or i'll hunt you down.

well really its his birthday on sunday but i cant go out sunday because ive got my grandparents down. my grandad lives in America so i dont see him so much.

do you know what i REALLY hate. apostrophes, i cant even spell the word [spell check]. but i dont know they just really anoy me. i think theyre useless. everyone knows what you mean if you dont put them in. yeah we all know that youre clever enough to mush two words together you dont have to stick a ' in the middle of in. pointless stuff.

kinda like blue ink- thats uberly pointless too.

im serious this stuff anoys the hell outta me. but im not too serious. im jokoserious.

its a real word i SWEAR even if spell check says it isnt. its written out side my english class room.

yeah, im so cool i read the displays out side my class rooms, yeah. jealous now arnt you.

in between blogging im looking for a picture of the fruits basket uniform for cos-play for my mother to copy so i can be hanajima. cant wait.

cant find a picture...*pulling at hair*

hmm there was something else i was gonna mention in this blog and i cant remember.

oh ive know mel for a year now :O

if spell check was a person it'd hate me. it'd probably slap me like WhAt ThE HeLl Do YoU ThInK YoUrE dOiNg. then it'd say seriously dude please learn how to spell or stop typing.

seriously next time i'll stop you getting onto your acount, again

hmm i wish id been cute as a child....i wasnt.

marvalous mis-adventures of flapjack. watch..

right well ive run outta stuff now. hopefully i'll blog tomorrow. hopefully i'll remember what i was gonna say.

until then byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

oh and olivias gonna kill sara. good on her

and mel. stop having sex with my mum

that time in town

GAH new blog. i seem to be blogging obsessively at the moment.



I'm sure its not healthy but ya know. any excuse to see carlisle. hehehe i haven't made a twilight joke in ages. zu proud of my self.



anyways i had an uber good day today. went to Brighton today.



i was social, i talked to people i dont know :D



firstly i got to town and was waiting for mel and i saw fitt train station guy with his friends :O ive NEVER seen him not at the station. yeah i think he recognised me and soon disappear. im sure ive said about him before. the one that smokes. yeah ohhhh yeah him THAT one. <<>

well after that i went to borders. then mel pointed out the quite attractive person reading manga [bleach] so we walked to the OTHER side of the bookshelf and had a fairly loud conversation about him. then i was gonna walk round the other side and say "allo guvna" to him or something like that. i walked round and he was alot better looking then mel had said and it just sorta slipped out and i said

"Oh, HElloo"

then mel went red and walked off and i had to kinda follow.

we later named him peter. :)

okay and before i tell you the next bit of the story of my life i shall tell you something. im slightly OCD in more ways then one. one of the things im weird with though is numbers. i like odd numbers up to 10 and past that i like even numbers. okay carrying on. you'll understand in a second.

then we were walking down the road and i walked past uber attractive metallica guy [ i dont even like metallica] who walked past us. then i looked back at him and he was looking at me. and it happened again (that's twice). then i looked back again AND HE DIDNT LOOK BACK A THIRD TIME. thats still clawing away at my insides.

then we were sitting in pavilion gardens and this couple were having there wedding photos taken so i went and told the bride she had a really nice dress. i felt like a REAL nice person after that.

then as we left pavilion gardens mel was saying how she would really like some one to look at her like she was juggling and explaining quantum physics. then the 19 year old fit guy with the beginnings of dreads [hawt] infront of us stops, turns round and takes off his glasses and says " did i just hear you say you can juggle whilst explaining quantum physics?"

in reply mel said

"no but id like to be able to"

then they had a short conversation whilst i analysing body language.

result of that. they liked each other :)

yeah then we saw him at the crossing after and she waved and said hey to him. he did too.

then mel thought of him ALL the way hoome. oh and on the way back to the station she demonstrated the wave she gave him just as some guy cycled past. he gave her a VERY confused look because he thought she was waving at him :O :L

we named him daniel :)

anyways we also said hello to lots of other people. i felt social that day

so until next time i blog my boring blog. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

paramore

i have plans for tomorrow now!!

ima go see merani in town :)

yeah i dont have much to write so this'll probably be short

i have paramore tickets. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


ZU HAPPY

i had my phone between my knees during science waiting for the text from my dad.

it got too 25 past before i text him when ms Moore left to get microscopes

then i got the text. and i have tickets. for standing. i wanna bruise from the bar [ one of my friends was telling me that see got a bruise from the bar at the front at a concert] just as proof i was right at the front.

Hayley Williams is HAWT.. :L

shh i didn't say that out loud. ya know what i don't care. only Mel reads this and she already knows.

yeah so anyway. i nearly cried at break because George and tom came and sat with us.

i held it in. no WAY am i crying at school. its bad enough in my own home.

Ive been doing alot of crying lately.

don't judge me.


anyways i hit Jacob on the forehead like 5 times today.

Jacob= one of my best friends EVAR. and my human punch bag.

he even carried my folder for me until i felt like i was taking advantage of his curly haired kindness and took it back.

yeah. this is shorter then usual i swear there is just loads of gaps because there hasn't been alot happening and i cant be asked to fill you in on boring stuff. anyways Mel [only reader of my blog] was there for most of it.

so anyway not much else.

all standing tickets are now sold out. be envious :P

until next time i write. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Allo Guvna

yum yum yum. eating a vanilla cadbury cake type thing. you me at six playing in the background. now lets write some actual stuffs.

okay well the last few days have been an emotional mess for me. which is really unlike me.

when did i last write...

hmm so i told you tom was gonna break up with me. well that happened in the end, yeah only it was more of a mutual agreement. dosnt mean i was happy about it though. it was kinda weird coz we talked about it. then we decided we were gonna break up. then he hugged me which is not so significant but he did it in the exact same way he did just when i just asked him out.

yeah that was it. i was gonna cry but thats not a very kate thing to do. so instead i saw lorna walking over. so i screamed "LORNA" and ran at her. i dont think anyone noticed but my voice cracked in the middle.

yeah i nearly died in textiles after though. no one noticed. when i got home i didnt cry. well until leah started saying i was way to good for him then i cryed. then mel showed me a really sad AMV and i cried. then jackie was REALLY nice to me and i cried again. i didnt cry as much as it seems though. if you add it all up it comes to about a minute which admittedly is more tears then ive had altogether in like the last 3 years.

i dont cry alot.

alsoalsoalso im friends with kris again :O!!! yeah and not just coz i broke up with tom coz it was like a few lessens before it happened. its weird.

well that was yesterday and today. i talked to sara :O!!

yea only about concert tickets but still. anyway today was less EmOtIoNaL for me. i managed to put on being majorly hyper so people wont think I'm UBER depressed and worry about me. i dont like people worrying about me or trying to help me or stuff like that.

i lowst the game.

yeah but anyways. i dislike worrying. tis pointless.

so basically i spent the day yelling ALLO GUVNA at people and playing them game.

damn i lowst

. oohhh and i saw the fit guy at the station [ whom is scared of me coz i occasionally talk/ wave at him and he doesn't know me. I find it funny]. he was smoking which is NAWT GOOD PEOPLE. so i told him that well. i kina pointed at him and went "smoking's BAD for youuu" then he gave me his little ahhhh who the hell are you stay away from me look.

it was amusing.

anyways ive run outta stuff to talk about. if i think of anything else i shall write it on my arm and save it for my next blog. for example i have allo guvna written on my arm.

damn i lowst the game again :(

so until next time i blog. byeeeeee

first day of school. eugh

FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL

yay it boo it. whatever

personally i yayed. free way to see my friends and no prolonged time with my family.

yeah ANYWAYS i dragged myself out of bed this morning but by the time i got to the station i was MENTALLY HYPER. it was like id had 12 cups of coffee or something. i don't even LIKE coffee. but yeah majorly insane.

so i dragged myself through lessons more or less enjoying the high that comes with my hyperness [ I'm not hyper all that often]. as i got through the day it kinda wore off a bit. still happy but tiredness was closing in. as it does when your away from your bed for to long.

i found out who's in my lessons and all. well todays lessons. i have science with Mel which i am UBER happy about. and George is with us which is different but its not a bad thing. i also have PE with Mel [core, obviously i HATE sport] and i wouldn't want to do PE with anyone else in the world because every one else in the world would laugh at me.

so it got to break and [ooooh here's the fun bit] i find out that tom is gonna break up with me. yeah Kiel and Leah told me that and i managed not to cry the whole way through my textiles lesson.

oh yeah and as well Kris is in my textiles lesson. i shall fill you in. my best friend at a point who does not like me because I'm going out with tom.

so yeah managed not to cry all the way thorough that [and all the way so far today coz ya know- i just don't cry] until Jacob came asked me if i was alright. then i very nearly cried. i chocked up which was very un-me like.

so since I've got home i have been an emotionally unstable wreck going from " oh it could be worse" to " ohmigawd no" to chocking back tears.

and since signing into msn Ive freaked Leah out over my weird 6th sense and now i feel SO bad. i don't know why every one trusts my 6th sense type thing coz i don't. no one else seems to realise its not 100% reliable. :/

so in short today was not the best day of my life and I'm much hoping for a brighter tomorrow but I'm sure we all know [well you do if you've read the above] that most likely wont happen.

whatcha gone do though?

first blog EVAR

well. i had nothing to do today and after reading meranis blog i felt some what INSPIRED to write my own. well i did anyways yesterday but thats because i got kicked off the computer and needed something to do. its pretty crap as i am not a natural writer like some [you know who you are] i just right how i speak and i dont even do that too well. anyways because i have NOTHING to say ima write out what i wrote yesterday and you can laugh at me :). dont worry i dont mind; im use to it.

yesterday at some point in the evening.......


WHA ive just been kicked off the computer by my dad and was in need of SOMETHING to do. so i searched the house for a whole 15 MINUTES for a black pen. i dont like blue ink.

stupid.

ANYWAYS i wanted to do a blog with mel but ya know we havnt really got round to that yet. we cant use my video camera because then my parents will find it whilst looking through home videos. the shame of my childhood brought back to haunt me. *shudders*

ANYWAYS no go on the video, so pen and paper blog. black ink and paper blog. yay for black ink :)

ANYWAYS moving on. since you cant see and/ or hear me you have to imagine that im slightly insane. but dont worry that wont be too hard for you.

MAH. hitting head on desk. school in 2 DAYS. whoa. insane. 6 weeks flew by. im going into year 10 *dances*. only i severely dislike the school uniform. greys not kind to me. i hate it when you say to someone that you look bad in school uniform (especially to girls) and their like "noooooooo you look greaaaattt" then just stand their waiting for you to compliment them back. if you dont- thats when people stop liking you. hehe not that ive done that or anything. yeaaaah. heh, well......mmm.


BLACK PEN-YUS. sorry i feel like its and achievement which it is because their is ONLY blue ink pens in this house. i soooooo didnt steal this off my sister then parade my new found black pen infront of my family [to their annoyance, they were watching X factor]. yeah i didnt do that.


mmmm, what was i gonna say now. new thought. my brothre has just come into my room looking for a hanger :O. yeah my family arnt that exciting. he did however spend a whole 3 MINUTES trying to figure out left from right. guess how old he is.

guessguessguess.

nope, you guessed wrong. your wrong okay deal with it. okay i'll tell you now. hes 13. and i hate his frieeeeeends.

okay now imagine me singing that last part. coz thats how i said it. ANYWAYS. im not great at writing coz i write how i speak and im not great at that either. my thoughts go too fast and my mouth cant keep up and then i trip over my words. its not good. if you do that people think your stupid [thumbs up!].

Ha i feel kinda smug now im to weird for people to think im stupid. im pretty sure weird is better then stupid....yeah i am quite sure. if you agree with me SPEAK UP. if you dont SHUT UP. no im sorry that was harsh i apologise (but you know im right).

ANYWAYS. ah heugh i have to get up for church tomorrow. so sad. honestly i dont really believe any of it (no offence, my opinion only) i just feel like a hypocrite going. i've even told my mum i dont believe in it all and i STILL have to go. shame isnt it? because you probably wont reply i shall reply for you. " oh kate your life is sooooooo hard on you" . dont be synical, that wasnt very nice. i HATE when my imagination turns against its self. trust me it happens ALOT.

did you know- if there is two things i learned from transformers it is,
1- if your from new york you can go anywhere
2- optimus prime is god

if there is a god. sadly im not from new york [tear].

anyways ima stop writing now coz im getting bored. until next time i decide to write byyyyeee