werewolves and panick attacks

right well after reading a couple of mels blogs i decided id better do my own.

i only read a couple coz theres so many and they're soooooo extremly LONG. yeah longer then mine. and i dont AIM to write long blogs it just happens so no mel you didnt put me in pain writing those REAL long blogs.

i do feel quite loved that YOU qouted ME though. im not normally quoted. its nice :)

yus but anyways. hmm i cant just write about mels blogs all blog long because i do have some sort of life of which to write about. like the fact I love james. me and mel both.

yeah we only really do that because he'll turn round and you go JAMES i love you. then he turns back round real fast and you can see the tops of his ears go red. is so goddamn adorable.

hmm. earlier on i was metally blogging and i had LOADS of stuff to say and now i dont.

dont you just LURVE madey up words !

they're brilliant. especially when they catch on.

merh i really have nothing to say. melanie blogs mind blanked me with there awsomeness. wah.

dont you love fall out boy. i do. petes hot :)

did you know i had like 3 different conversations about taylor launter today. i said id so marry him. only problem is that i always spell his last name wrong so i think id keep my last name. but my names so BORING!

no i'd take his and learn how to spell it becasue then people would know who my werewolf is.

yeah i think if i did marry him id drive him insane by getting a house with out heating and insisting he dosnt need it and he can keep ME warm. id also try and make him REALLY mad see if he explodeds into a wolf.

tom just signed online. [ache in pit of stomach] its crappy that i still like him becasue its painful.

yeah thats coz life hates me.

shall i give you another reason why life hates me. bird crap. in my hair. FUN

no really it wasnt. but its okay im clean. i washed it out.

ive run out of stuff to say. gimme five minutes and i'll think of something coz im cool like that. jokes no im not.

AGH KEIL JUST OFFERED TO READ MY BLOG.

AGHHHHHHHHH

i am not prepared for this. no one reads my blog. EVAR

well except melanie but she knows every thing about me and might as well live inside my head.

AGHHHH WHAT DO I DO I JUST OFFERD HIM A LINK TO MY PAGE.

WHY'D I DO THAT!?!?!?!

hes just said yes to the link. now i have to send him a link AGH.

i just gave him the link. nooooooooooooooooooo

now his gonna judge me and think im weirded then i know i am. aghhhhhhhhhh [ i gave up on caps lock]

what am i gonna do *witch melting impression*

im gone die now.

maybe it'll all be okay. wait.. whats actually in my other blogs. maybe theres stuff i dont want him knowing. wah!

such stress and worry i have over this blog. ive never actually considerd anyone actually READING my blog. discluding melanie.

hes reading it. meh.

okay well i gotta go in a sec and go panick in my room.

yeah...

well until next time i blog..byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

panick. agh!

mel stop having sex with my mum. im serious now