first day of school. eugh

FIRST DAY BACK AT SCHOOL

yay it boo it. whatever

personally i yayed. free way to see my friends and no prolonged time with my family.

yeah ANYWAYS i dragged myself out of bed this morning but by the time i got to the station i was MENTALLY HYPER. it was like id had 12 cups of coffee or something. i don't even LIKE coffee. but yeah majorly insane.

so i dragged myself through lessons more or less enjoying the high that comes with my hyperness [ I'm not hyper all that often]. as i got through the day it kinda wore off a bit. still happy but tiredness was closing in. as it does when your away from your bed for to long.

i found out who's in my lessons and all. well todays lessons. i have science with Mel which i am UBER happy about. and George is with us which is different but its not a bad thing. i also have PE with Mel [core, obviously i HATE sport] and i wouldn't want to do PE with anyone else in the world because every one else in the world would laugh at me.

so it got to break and [ooooh here's the fun bit] i find out that tom is gonna break up with me. yeah Kiel and Leah told me that and i managed not to cry the whole way through my textiles lesson.

oh yeah and as well Kris is in my textiles lesson. i shall fill you in. my best friend at a point who does not like me because I'm going out with tom.

so yeah managed not to cry all the way thorough that [and all the way so far today coz ya know- i just don't cry] until Jacob came asked me if i was alright. then i very nearly cried. i chocked up which was very un-me like.

so since I've got home i have been an emotionally unstable wreck going from " oh it could be worse" to " ohmigawd no" to chocking back tears.

and since signing into msn Ive freaked Leah out over my weird 6th sense and now i feel SO bad. i don't know why every one trusts my 6th sense type thing coz i don't. no one else seems to realise its not 100% reliable. :/

so in short today was not the best day of my life and I'm much hoping for a brighter tomorrow but I'm sure we all know [well you do if you've read the above] that most likely wont happen.

whatcha gone do though?