Allo Guvna

yum yum yum. eating a vanilla cadbury cake type thing. you me at six playing in the background. now lets write some actual stuffs.

okay well the last few days have been an emotional mess for me. which is really unlike me.

when did i last write...

hmm so i told you tom was gonna break up with me. well that happened in the end, yeah only it was more of a mutual agreement. dosnt mean i was happy about it though. it was kinda weird coz we talked about it. then we decided we were gonna break up. then he hugged me which is not so significant but he did it in the exact same way he did just when i just asked him out.

yeah that was it. i was gonna cry but thats not a very kate thing to do. so instead i saw lorna walking over. so i screamed "LORNA" and ran at her. i dont think anyone noticed but my voice cracked in the middle.

yeah i nearly died in textiles after though. no one noticed. when i got home i didnt cry. well until leah started saying i was way to good for him then i cryed. then mel showed me a really sad AMV and i cried. then jackie was REALLY nice to me and i cried again. i didnt cry as much as it seems though. if you add it all up it comes to about a minute which admittedly is more tears then ive had altogether in like the last 3 years.

i dont cry alot.

alsoalsoalso im friends with kris again :O!!! yeah and not just coz i broke up with tom coz it was like a few lessens before it happened. its weird.

well that was yesterday and today. i talked to sara :O!!

yea only about concert tickets but still. anyway today was less EmOtIoNaL for me. i managed to put on being majorly hyper so people wont think I'm UBER depressed and worry about me. i dont like people worrying about me or trying to help me or stuff like that.

i lowst the game.

yeah but anyways. i dislike worrying. tis pointless.

so basically i spent the day yelling ALLO GUVNA at people and playing them game.

damn i lowst

. oohhh and i saw the fit guy at the station [ whom is scared of me coz i occasionally talk/ wave at him and he doesn't know me. I find it funny]. he was smoking which is NAWT GOOD PEOPLE. so i told him that well. i kina pointed at him and went "smoking's BAD for youuu" then he gave me his little ahhhh who the hell are you stay away from me look.

it was amusing.

anyways ive run outta stuff to talk about. if i think of anything else i shall write it on my arm and save it for my next blog. for example i have allo guvna written on my arm.

damn i lowst the game again :(

so until next time i blog. byeeeeee